i have hurt my friends lately and i feel really bad about it. i don’t have many friends and to be honest i don’t care, i mean ok i’m not very social and i don’t have more than 10 ones but they are very important to me whatever i say. i am very clumsy and say things i don’t think etc. two days ago i did sth i’m definitely not proud of and it made my closest friend mad and upset, i broke sth that can’t be fixed.. i have already lost one of my closest friend and i don’t want it to happen once again and i’m really afraid.. she won’t pardon me easily and she might not pardon me at all.. i am such a useless person… i can’t even talk to her directly, too coward to.. i hope she will read it and understand how much i am sorry for what happened.. friendship is sure sth important but fragile, and you have to take care of it and don’t loose people you love’s trust.. i now understand “if you don’t have any friend then you don’t have to worry about disappoint them”
nghhh it took me like forever, colo it later..
so MERI’S TEAM TADA
garchomp is so bitchy to draw
OLOLOL first time i drew pokemon, it was two years ago i think
THIS IS Dun Nowi and it’s the snorunt gjk of my sis
the 2nd drawing is the reference she did for me XDDD
OK spent all my time stalking kai and NTDevont, then i wanted to redesign my pokemon trainer, so this is meri and she’s a girl. To be honest i like the sketch more than the colored one XD
and if luxray is my fav pomon, he’s way to hard to draw srsly è____é
AAAAH I’m obsessed with that game @_@ I spent all the night playing it, and then discovered it was 7 am omg, and i even didn’t get the ending i wanted booo ;___; i was trying to get the best friend one with suzuka (reject madoka) but i failed cause i didn’t have style point enough WHYYY
well reiichi is my favorite one <3 the haunted house event always make me laugh like crap hahahaha
